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| someone special:
i always told myself- you were the best thing that happened
Its coming to a year, the last time we both sat down and we were tearing on the thought of us breaking up. The first time i saw you cry. That was when i realized you were serious about everything. I've been through a lot since then. Heaps of flash backs and dreams i never want to leave. I always ask myself how did you sound like, i really forgot. Promises that had to be broken. i always looked forward to meeting you, Saturday train rides with this huge guy.
I hope this would be the last time i ever backtrack. You told me take care of myself but i was so helpless than. Walking aimlessly to parks we have been, places we used to go. Have you went back one last time? Our little birthday celebrations that would never come by again. Somehow i wished i treasured my last. I am glad everything happened.
It's been a really tough journey for me. i always look back at the past year and i knew i was stronger than what i thought i was (: These thoughts have been kept within me for a long time and it's been a toil. Tearing was the only thing i could do. It wasn't easy to cut the cards,letters and the little things you made for me. Months ago you had the courage to call, i',m glad. It made me realized that my best friend wasn't gone after all. The last time we met, i finally got a ride in your car with piggy sparky, it was nice to see you again through the corner of my eyes.
Make this ride fast(: You now have the book that i used to tear upon reading the things we did. The book that never fails to make me cry you know. That night i said goodbye, but i should have said more.
Remember the black book you gave me, its always by my side even when i am sleeping and held it close to me. I am throwing away real soon i guess. It was nice that you called the past months, text messages that i would re-read a gazillion times. The green box you gave me is all smeary. Sometimes i close my eyes and i would be on the black sofa under your bunk bed. It was the only place i knew. i like going ikea cause the showroom looks so familiar.
hey best friend;
you're the best thing about my past
thank you for everything
you're really amazing
i am letting go now i guess;
you're amazing
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| i am sorry.
i am slowly hating this world.
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| i am sorry for over-reacting and being like an idiot.i thought you didn't give a shit about last friday,really wanted to cry when i saw you and that bouquet. Thanks for everything pig. Last friday was so amazing((: Monday Oral presentation was FUN okay!! i think jeromy gave in alot to our group for this past close to 8 months.He has that leader quality in him that makes our group so bonded, so competitive. i think i should let this blog die.Genebeep is coming home soon and she FINALLY got her drivers' licience. | | |
| i wen town with mindy yesterday and we saw the evil girl who broke up with nic for green crumpler,she was staring at me,and i just looked away.i am so broke with 5 bucks now cos i got this really cool present for friday.The guy from Nike at Tangs came over to FC to help me get the right size,he was darn nice.i got cute earings from diva too.i need my allowance so badly. Today ben's group came and look at our presentation and we saw theirs'.i think it was darn cute cos their groundbreaker was Sun Tzu.Cedric and i were like commenting if biomedical was smelly,it was darn funny.i realised there are actually people around me that spend almost 3/4 of their lives dota-ing. 3 more days((: | | |
| today is joseph b-day((: happy birthday hibernating bear,Grrrr. i am getting really tired these few days and i dunno why.Cardboard and i wen to ps to watch The Nanny Diaries,i think its amazing hahaha Greyer's eyes were just full of words((:den we saw the weird guy and he wen to ps too,HE IS SO WEIRD. yesterday wen to cardboard's house to watch him finish up his WR but we ended up watching charlottle's webs. The spider died. lil yan xun is still staying over till his new maid arrive..i had to play 'twinkle twinkle lil star' on my violin cos he was crying. | | |
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